Well, Here I am. I'm currently on round 30 of the Andy Cutler protocol. I t'm taking 25 mg of DMSA and 6.25 mg of ALA. If you've read any of my past posts you'd see that my mg's were higher at one point but due to a bad reaction to DMPS around round 20 or so, I felt I was repoisoned and it set me back some. I'm just now starting to feel like I'm approaching where I was four months ago. My mind started to clear, Brain fog has been my biggest gripe. Still is. I don't know how long this will take but I know it's working and thats all that matters. I'm dreaming almost every night now. There are moments when I'll have that real heavy brain fog where you can't remember anything but those moments are far better than where I was when I first started this journey. Those moments where my constant state of reality. I read a blog the other day from Aine, the author of "Getting the Mercury out" and she's for the most part done. She has no ill affects from the mercury and is going on with her life and leaving all that mercury has done to her behind. That sounds very appealing to me. I'm sick of this little reality that I live in. Its a reality to me but to those around me its some foolish thing I got sucked into believing. Its even harder when you know someone who is struggling with the effect that mercury has on them and they sweep it under the rug as foolishness. I've been more quiter about my poisoning lately. I'm thinking another year and I hope to be done like Aine is. I work on ships but my first love is Christ. Those who are mercury suffers know how the gloom of the toxic metal can really weigh you down, feeling depressed and moody, unintelligent. Unable to be in normal relationships. I was at a friends house last time I was home, a very well rounded family. I was building them a chicken coop and ended up staying for dinner. As they laughed and joked and enjoyed the night, engaging in intelligent conversations I sat there and did my best to fit in. Their my Christian family and I love them but oh how I long to have my heart in mind in the conversations instead of just spacing out. This also affects my relationship with God. Not His drawing close to me, only my understanding of His love and grace in my life. Mercury is a very dark cloud, a cloud thaty clouds the mind and emotions with negaitve emotions. One of the things that Aine had said in her blog is that their are no more "weird" emotions. I'm ready to move on with my life.
Ive set a goal in my life when this mercury is gone. I don't know if it's Gods will but my desire to go out on a Christian missionary ship for 6 months to 1 year is something that has been growing in me.
Hopefully, That si something that will happen ! =)
30 rounds down !
Blesings in Christ, Joey <><
