This round kind of took the motivation to be at work. The brain fog is losing its grip but still noticeable to my co-workers. Anger was the worst it's ever been. I'm surprised my head didn't just explode from anger. I hope when I get home, I can get some juice fasting done to possibly kill off this candida and parasites. I have mold issues in my home so I'll be moving out in January. I'm hardly there anyway, with the colder weather coming, it shouldn't pose a problem. I just have to get rid of my couch and clean the house from top to bottom with a mask. I hate this mercury affecting my life and look forward to the day it's gone.
Joe
Friday, October 11, 2013
Sunday, October 6, 2013
round 33 complete.
As usual, its been a long time since I've posted anything on here. Chelation has been quite a struggle for me. Being a sea going man in my occupation its not always favorable for a mercury poisoned guy to get a round in so I'm always having to hold off rounds but I think I'm in a good stride with chelation. I finshed round 33 whilst at sea and I actually just started round 34. I find that things are more difficult when stopping chelation for a period of time and then picking it back up. Its as if chelation clears some areas that mercury has caused , whether it being physical, emotional or mental. The physical is mainly asthmatic symptoms when eating Gluten as well as causing itchy rashes on my skin.The soles of my feet get it the worst. It itches uncontrollably and I have to itch till it bleeds and then limp around for a day or two but its better than the feeling of a deep itch. Gluten and especially sugar causes the worst reactions. When I'm not on ship and I'm sticking to my Paleo type diet this clears up significantly. The emotional ,I had thought was behind me ,but due to a major setback with an attempt at round 20 with DMPS, it brought everything right back as if the merc monster was saying "Yep, I'm still here! " The anger is also back but mainly when I begin a round and from what I've read countless times , this is the DMSA and how it does us mercury folks wrong. The mental is more a obssesiveness. If someone crosses me I can focus on ways I dislike this person in a thousand different ways. So the mind and emotions play off of one another.I don't know whether the brain fog is a mental or physical thing. Most would say its mental but its triggered by foods as well as chemicals but being that we have neurons in our digestive tracts, it may be a bit of both. I know once the mercury passes the blood brian barrier, it degenerates the nubrial fibers, hindering the neurons from sending messages so that we can thunk an intelligent thought. I really want my brain cells back. mercury is bunkered down in my brian, in a foxhole and those silver little suckers are just not giving up their position! Their coming out whether they like it or not!
I felt pretty bad last night. I was three days off round and had a cup of coffee and it was one of the best cups of coffee Ive ever had. I felt great. I feel like it cleared something in my endocrine system and made me feel happy happy happy! I told a friend, coffee to me is like russian roulette. I can drink a cup and feel great from it and other times it will give me panic attacks.
A new thing while chelating is insatiable thirst. I mean, I have never drank this much water in my life. I wake up at night with pains in my body because I'm so thirsty. I roll over , grab a bottle of water, the bottle does not leave my lips until its completely gone and I roll over to go back to sleep only to wake up for another dose and another bottle of water. I just started adding sea salt to my meals this morning. I also took some adrenal cortex and whichever it was, I'm not thirsty anymore. So I'll do both until I can get off here and figure it out from home.
So thats it in a nutshell. I would praobably say I'm half way done. Maybe I'm a 60 or 70 rounder. I'm definitely not what I was, in a good way. But not where I want to be.My learning ability has increased noticibly. I can put the plant on system.i.e. fire the ship up all by myself with little to know help. this is a 315 ft diesel/electric ship and is difficult for anyone to learn and I've learned it to a point where my bosses have recognized it and frequently tell me job well done. I'm a year away from my license, Lord willing. The test is extremely hard, even for the highly intelligent so I'm going to have to start hitting the books and not long from now, I'll be a licensed officer. A dream that would blow me away if it ever came true !
I believe if I could get a 3-7 day juice fast in, it would knock out a good portion of this candida and my skin issues would all but vanish. Also, I believe that it would clean out a lot of unseen things. Parasites, cleansing of detox pathways etc etc that would set my chelation in high gear. I just have to get home and not succumb to going over peoples homes and eating forbidden foods.
Thats all I've got for now folks,
In Christ,
Joe R
I felt pretty bad last night. I was three days off round and had a cup of coffee and it was one of the best cups of coffee Ive ever had. I felt great. I feel like it cleared something in my endocrine system and made me feel happy happy happy! I told a friend, coffee to me is like russian roulette. I can drink a cup and feel great from it and other times it will give me panic attacks.
A new thing while chelating is insatiable thirst. I mean, I have never drank this much water in my life. I wake up at night with pains in my body because I'm so thirsty. I roll over , grab a bottle of water, the bottle does not leave my lips until its completely gone and I roll over to go back to sleep only to wake up for another dose and another bottle of water. I just started adding sea salt to my meals this morning. I also took some adrenal cortex and whichever it was, I'm not thirsty anymore. So I'll do both until I can get off here and figure it out from home.
So thats it in a nutshell. I would praobably say I'm half way done. Maybe I'm a 60 or 70 rounder. I'm definitely not what I was, in a good way. But not where I want to be.My learning ability has increased noticibly. I can put the plant on system.i.e. fire the ship up all by myself with little to know help. this is a 315 ft diesel/electric ship and is difficult for anyone to learn and I've learned it to a point where my bosses have recognized it and frequently tell me job well done. I'm a year away from my license, Lord willing. The test is extremely hard, even for the highly intelligent so I'm going to have to start hitting the books and not long from now, I'll be a licensed officer. A dream that would blow me away if it ever came true !
I believe if I could get a 3-7 day juice fast in, it would knock out a good portion of this candida and my skin issues would all but vanish. Also, I believe that it would clean out a lot of unseen things. Parasites, cleansing of detox pathways etc etc that would set my chelation in high gear. I just have to get home and not succumb to going over peoples homes and eating forbidden foods.
Thats all I've got for now folks,
In Christ,
Joe R
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