Wednesday, June 27, 2012
13th round complete, I'll be gone for three weeks...
I'm out here in Louisiana on a ship about to head out to sea for a 21 day hitch. I feel like I'm sunk ! I only have 13 rounds under my belt and my mind is still very much poisoned with mercury. I can't even hold a conversatation most of the time. I'm always misplacing words and forgetting wat it is I was going to say. I'm working as a mechanic on a ship and I barely can comprehend righty righty lefty loosey. I never posted for my 13th round.so here's a quick breakdown of how it went. I upped my ALA from 60 to 120 mg. not something that is suggested. You only suppose to go up 1/2 of your current dose. Maybe that's why I'm experiencing such heavy brain fog and depression. Being that this is my 1st day on a new ship and people are going to be watching me to see whether or not I'm a total moron probably might play into it. I would be nervous even if I wasn't mercury poisoned. The 13th round was rough. Heavy brain fog, emotions all out of whack. I already feel like a total failure and I haven't even turned a wrench yet. The 3rd day of my 13th round I felt like I was coming out of the clouds but I didn't want to deal with redistribution while on ship. I can't wait till I'm back to 100% I need a place to run away, in the woods, a cabin with all organic produce growing and chickens plucking and scratching. I would chelate for at least a full year until I'd come back out to the work force. But for now I've got to put my big boy pants and pray for the best. I'm thankful I'm out here. This is a great opportunity to make some really good money. I hope I can pull this off till I'm done chelating.
I'll be back in a few weeks,
Be blessed, Joey
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Monday, June 18, 2012
12th round down....Kinda
Well, I was two day's into my 12th round and my alarm never went off or I was so tired I forgot that I shut it off and I was a good dooby and I'm taking two days off before I start again. I've scoured the internet, mainly Youtube and I think I'm becoming one of those conspiracy theory people. I watch all of the video's of parents sitting before these boards, telling these people in suits, who pretend they care about all of the harm that has been done to their children. Vaccinations are slowly killing us all over the world, no matter where you live, this one shiny little metal is serious dibilitiating us as a people. What is the purpose of putting Mercury in a vaccination when there are safer methods ? Its slowly dumbing down america. The list of side effects are endless. I'm convinced that all of the ADD, ADHD,OCD,Autism, most of the depression and many other illnesses are all due to this VERY toxic metal. I was lead to some videos of a group of the richest people in the world who get together once a year and talk about depopulation. It sounds crazy. It's bad enough trying to convince my friends and family I was poisoned by the toxic metal that was found in my teeth. Now that I look back, I believe that I was affected by my vaccinations, Being that I didnt receive as much as a child today would, being that I was born in the 70's. It is really that hard to believe ? Were not a bunch of brain surgeons, many of us never even went to college, a bunch of middle class peeps who rather we, or are children have been poisoned by mercury in one way or another. This metal took my life away, well a good portion of it anyway. I was always confused in school, felt social anxiety, I spent my first six years in and out out hospitals randomly being sick. Somebody, somewhere knows exactly whats going on and for some reason is playing stupid. whether its a group of the richest people in the world trying to depopulate it or some other reason I will not believe that they are putting Thimerosol in the vaccines for the better of human kind. A vaccine for diarriah ? really. Were not in some third world country with rancid water to drink from, in fact we have more than enough Fluoride for everybody. Hitler used it in the water for the jews, why not us ? The more I look up, the more I see, the less I want to know. Aspartame, a toxic killer, one they are well aware of and continue to keep it on the shelves. Ive got one more week and I'm heading out to work. I'll be gone for 3 weeks, No internet, no thinking about any of this. I think it'll be good for me to get away for awhile. The more I read, the more angry I get. I couldn't imagine having a precious little child and seeing their life slip away due to a vaccination shot. If God ever chooses to bring a woman into my life the one thing she has to understand is that my kid will never see a vaccination shot as long as he or she lives. praying about going to school and becoming some type of holistic health coach. After all I've been through, I'll be damned if after, I get this stuff out of my body and recover from all its toxic effects i stand by and watch other people suffer from it.
be blessed mercury poisoned people,
Joe
be blessed mercury poisoned people,
Joe
Friday, June 15, 2012
Finished 11th round, currently on my 12th.
I never posted anything about my 11th round and being that I just took my 1st dose of my 12th round 39 minutes ago, I think now is a good a time as any ;) I would have to say my 11th round stood out for me in more ways than one. It definitely wasn't an average round. There was something different about it than any other round.(except my 1st because the DMSA hit my brain and I dreamt which I never do and had some real brain clarity while on round.) Would I call it significant ?...I don't know if I'd call it that but definitely a step in the right direction. Brain fog is still here but not as bad. It's still clouds my little world with confusion but not with down right stupidity.To those who have been severly poisoned and know what it feels like to be driving somewhere and forget where you were going or go to introduce a very good friend and forget their name. I'm still forgetful, just not as much. My first 2 days on round I experienced some pretty heavy anger. I found myself finding things to resent people for, people I love...for no apparent reason. Finding fault and harping on it. This isn't me at all so I know that its the Mercury hitting my system and causing the anger to escalate. It gives me comfort to know that others are experiencing this while on chelation. I received two emails last week of people that are going through chelation under the Cutler protocol.One from another Florida guy named kyle who also has a blog http://www.newworldantidote.com/ a really good guy , we're at the same place in our chelation. and I got an email from Laura, who also is at a similar place on rounds just hasn't added the ALA just yet but soon to do so.
I don't know which supplement were causing ill effects so I havent been taking any . Now while back on round, I'm going to keep it simple to the ones that Andy considers crucial. I'm sick of swallowing pills. By spreading them throughout the day there not as bad. I once had a guy I went to the gym with who competed in natural competions and naturally I asked him what he took for supplements and he said that he got most of his supplements from the foods that he ate. Interesting concept. I was talking to my friend the other day and I told him that I was considering on going to school for some type of degree in holistic health. Something to pray about. My roomate and I had a couple of friends over for some prayer and worship the other night. It was one of those experiences that I had with God I will never forget. There was such a purity in the air, we prayed for the first hour or so and got into some worship after that. My heart felt so clean, tears flowing. I could of stayed there till the morning. My favorite place has been the beach after dark. I went two nights ago, walked along the water just talking to God ( Mainly complaining to my Papa =? But thats ok, He's there when others aren't....He always has been. I went last night and there was a pretty bad lightning storm while I was on my way. By the time I got to the beach, it had already stopped raining, so I took off my sneakers, put my headphones in, played some worship music and just watched the lightning light up the sky as it was inching away from the beach. One of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. The ability to look at such a beautiful sight was definitely another one of those moments that drew me closer to His love.
12th round here I come...Here I am, an hour and a half away from my 2nd dose. feeling the usual pressure in the sinusus, hopefully a good thing, removing all the mercury stored in the tissues there.. Maybe someday I can breath out of both nostrils!... Also my vision is blurry, I have 20/20, so something is going on with the metals being stirred.I'm starting to get a little tired as well. Usual, but the naps are awesome while on round ! =) I wake up and feel so refreshed from the brain fog so I might go do that if I don't have a scheduled lunch with my pastor.Be blessed y'all ! Thanks for checking out my blog. Any questions, comments,critiques please dont hesitate to shoot me an email at mercurynomore@gmail.com
"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all." -2 Thessalonians 3:18
Joe
I don't know which supplement were causing ill effects so I havent been taking any . Now while back on round, I'm going to keep it simple to the ones that Andy considers crucial. I'm sick of swallowing pills. By spreading them throughout the day there not as bad. I once had a guy I went to the gym with who competed in natural competions and naturally I asked him what he took for supplements and he said that he got most of his supplements from the foods that he ate. Interesting concept. I was talking to my friend the other day and I told him that I was considering on going to school for some type of degree in holistic health. Something to pray about. My roomate and I had a couple of friends over for some prayer and worship the other night. It was one of those experiences that I had with God I will never forget. There was such a purity in the air, we prayed for the first hour or so and got into some worship after that. My heart felt so clean, tears flowing. I could of stayed there till the morning. My favorite place has been the beach after dark. I went two nights ago, walked along the water just talking to God ( Mainly complaining to my Papa =? But thats ok, He's there when others aren't....He always has been. I went last night and there was a pretty bad lightning storm while I was on my way. By the time I got to the beach, it had already stopped raining, so I took off my sneakers, put my headphones in, played some worship music and just watched the lightning light up the sky as it was inching away from the beach. One of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. The ability to look at such a beautiful sight was definitely another one of those moments that drew me closer to His love.
12th round here I come...Here I am, an hour and a half away from my 2nd dose. feeling the usual pressure in the sinusus, hopefully a good thing, removing all the mercury stored in the tissues there.. Maybe someday I can breath out of both nostrils!... Also my vision is blurry, I have 20/20, so something is going on with the metals being stirred.I'm starting to get a little tired as well. Usual, but the naps are awesome while on round ! =) I wake up and feel so refreshed from the brain fog so I might go do that if I don't have a scheduled lunch with my pastor.Be blessed y'all ! Thanks for checking out my blog. Any questions, comments,critiques please dont hesitate to shoot me an email at mercurynomore@gmail.com
"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all." -2 Thessalonians 3:18
Joe
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Update from my Yahoo Frequent dose Chelation group.
In September of 2010 I had four amalgams removed from a mercury free dentist, I hadn't heard of the Andy Cutler protocol yet so I tried anything Google had to offer..Zeolite, Chlorella, High Sulfuric foods, cilantro.etc,etc.In January I read a book called "Getting the Mercury out." which lead me to the Cutler protocol. I purchased "Amalgam illness"; signed on to yahoo groups; Adult Metal chelation as well Frequent dose chelation, asked a few questions, purchased my DMSA and ALA and I was off and running.So far I have noticed significant improvements since Iv'e been on the protocol. Prior to the protocol, Any sugar or Gluten would seriously dibilitate me. prior to amalgam removal, If I went to Subway and bought a sub,or ate a bowl of pasta, drank a soda. I would almost immediately feel the effects of it. I would get intense brain fog, My Candida would flare up and the bottom of my feet would severly itch, to a point where I would have to scratch them till they bled. Also I would get a rash in any sensitive area In the boxer zone. I believe I knocked out a good amount of the Candida from Colon cleanses as well as many Juice fasts( all juice fasts prior to the Cutler protocol) which also I believe killed many parasites.This also helped me with my digestive system because I wasnt regular for many years.I have finished 10 rounds of the Andy Cutler protocol and so far these are some of the improvements I have seen.
* Cognitive issues- I'm thinking clearer than I had before I started the protocol.prior to having my fillings removed I would wake up with SEVERE sinus pressure and it would take me 20 minutes to surface which I would try to wake up with coffee which would make the brain fog worse. I would say my brain fog has cleared about 30-40% depending on the day, whether or not I'm on round or if I'm adhering to my Gluten free/sugar free diet.(Which I'm never any good at;)This is still my biggest gripe over being poisoned with Mercury. I was 8 when I had my fillings put in and academically I declined so my life was severly affected by it. I often battle through the thoughts of feeling "Awkward" This causes me to be withdrawn from people.From where Ive been to where I am, I know this, with frequent dose chelation it will eventually subside.
* Emotional stability- Prior to the protocol I had suffered from severe bouts of depression. I still deal with it but not as severe. There were some days that I didn't want to go on. Because of my faith as a Christian, I figured that wasn't for me to decide but emotionally I was a train wreck.The desire to clean the house is a very grueling task. I struggle with motivation but its not as intense as it was. I also became aware of some social anxiety issues which depending on where I am on my rounds I still deal with. I would say this as well, has seen about a 30% improvement.I noticed that while on round I have been experiencing some serious bouts of anger. Thooughts of being angry at people for no apparent reason. I noticed this as soon as I started the protocol. This is a total contrast to when I'm off round because the redistribution quite noticeably causes me to become anti-social and insecure.Most disturbingly to me is the feeling of hoplessness that will hit at times. This affects my relationship with God, or rather clouds my emotions from being intimate with Him.There are times that He does break through it all and fills me with a joy that only comes from Him =)
* Physical ailments- The majority of my problems have been the fatigue. I know that when i'm working out and "Push" past the fatigue I feel really good. If I stick to a strict diet and join the gym I can get past it but its always right there trying to drag me back down. However I havent worked out in sometime and I'm overcome with fatigue so this is partially my fault. I've submitted to the mercury in this. Iv'e read somewhere or saw a video on Youtube that people with Mercury poisoning experience a tightness in the back of the head and shoulders. Like something that would come from stress. Something I still experience but again, not as severe. This is a slow and steady process, I'm in it for the long haul.
I'm sure there are many things I'm forgetting but off the top of this mercury poisoned brain thats all I can think of.My doses are 50 mg of DMSA and 60 mg of ALA. I'm not doing all that well with taking my supplements. At first it was about 30 pills every morning and I started choking them down so I backed off a bit and spread them throughout the day. I'm currently on my 11th round. I have a long way to go but so far being 1/5th the way there I say this protocol definitely is the way to go !
Thanks, Yall
Joey R <><
* Cognitive issues- I'm thinking clearer than I had before I started the protocol.prior to having my fillings removed I would wake up with SEVERE sinus pressure and it would take me 20 minutes to surface which I would try to wake up with coffee which would make the brain fog worse. I would say my brain fog has cleared about 30-40% depending on the day, whether or not I'm on round or if I'm adhering to my Gluten free/sugar free diet.(Which I'm never any good at;)This is still my biggest gripe over being poisoned with Mercury. I was 8 when I had my fillings put in and academically I declined so my life was severly affected by it. I often battle through the thoughts of feeling "Awkward" This causes me to be withdrawn from people.From where Ive been to where I am, I know this, with frequent dose chelation it will eventually subside.
* Emotional stability- Prior to the protocol I had suffered from severe bouts of depression. I still deal with it but not as severe. There were some days that I didn't want to go on. Because of my faith as a Christian, I figured that wasn't for me to decide but emotionally I was a train wreck.The desire to clean the house is a very grueling task. I struggle with motivation but its not as intense as it was. I also became aware of some social anxiety issues which depending on where I am on my rounds I still deal with. I would say this as well, has seen about a 30% improvement.I noticed that while on round I have been experiencing some serious bouts of anger. Thooughts of being angry at people for no apparent reason. I noticed this as soon as I started the protocol. This is a total contrast to when I'm off round because the redistribution quite noticeably causes me to become anti-social and insecure.Most disturbingly to me is the feeling of hoplessness that will hit at times. This affects my relationship with God, or rather clouds my emotions from being intimate with Him.There are times that He does break through it all and fills me with a joy that only comes from Him =)
* Physical ailments- The majority of my problems have been the fatigue. I know that when i'm working out and "Push" past the fatigue I feel really good. If I stick to a strict diet and join the gym I can get past it but its always right there trying to drag me back down. However I havent worked out in sometime and I'm overcome with fatigue so this is partially my fault. I've submitted to the mercury in this. Iv'e read somewhere or saw a video on Youtube that people with Mercury poisoning experience a tightness in the back of the head and shoulders. Like something that would come from stress. Something I still experience but again, not as severe. This is a slow and steady process, I'm in it for the long haul.
I'm sure there are many things I'm forgetting but off the top of this mercury poisoned brain thats all I can think of.My doses are 50 mg of DMSA and 60 mg of ALA. I'm not doing all that well with taking my supplements. At first it was about 30 pills every morning and I started choking them down so I backed off a bit and spread them throughout the day. I'm currently on my 11th round. I have a long way to go but so far being 1/5th the way there I say this protocol definitely is the way to go !
Thanks, Yall
Joey R <><
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