Hey ya'll !
I just want to send out a quick update to let people know I'm still in this fight and beginning to make some real head way...
Over all things are better. Mercury does not have a grip on me as it once did. It completely ruled and ruined my life, But I'm starting to gain the upper hand. Imagine a kid walking home from school and every day getting beat up by the same kid. For a long time, I was that little kid who was too scared to fight back so I just took its abuse. but one day, I had enough and put the book bag down and put the dooks up ! the merc monster still gets the upper hand but Ive knocked him down a few times and with every round, I'm getting stronger and its getting weaker !
Some of the symptoms that I have seen improvement in are for 1) the brain fog....still my biggest complaint. I work in the engineering department on ships. It is only by the grace of God I was able to keep my job due to how bad my memory was in times past but I've noticed my ability to remember things that 2-3 years ago I could not. I always forgot where I parked my car...No longer a problem.
Also my grammar skills are getting better. I still misspell words as I'm sure I will in this post, but there were times the letters on the keyboard might as well been in Chinese.
Emotions have also cleared significantly. The days of doom and gloom for no apparent reason have pretty much passed. I remember the depression was so bad I almost started charging it rent but its just no longer an issue. Thank God ! =)
Anger on round as well as off still come but if you could imagine the hair test analysis sheet with all our symptoms in the left hand corner, I was in the red in everything. ( Not minerals but symptoms ;)
but they are about half with another half way to go.
I'm currently on 25 mg of DMSA and 9.5 of ALA. I need to go up next round, I have to keep it low because I cant afford to deal with the redistribution whilst at sea. I'm going to bump up the ALA to 12.5 my next round and order some more DMSA. I'll probably bump that up to 30 mg.
I'm guessing I'm probably a 70 or 80- rounder. When I'm at 100 mg of both DMSA and ALA and I can do rounds with no side effects, I will do the suggested 6 months of rounds after no side effects but for now I'll work on finishing with round 41 ! =)
Grace and Peace,
Joe R
Showing posts with label mercury poisoning. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mercury poisoning. Show all posts
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Monday, July 2, 2012
Update while at sea.
I'm sitting here pondering all that this mercury has taken from me. Tonight I'll go down in to the engine room. My brain fog might or might not kick in. If it does not, I'll have a good shift. My boss will talk about certain components of this ship and how they work and what I must do to keep this ship as a whole to keep it working efficiently. If I go down below and the mercury happens to take over, Its over before it began. No matter what anyone says to me I won't be able fully comprehend it. I remember pre-mercury. If I didn't know of a certain subject, If I was subjected to it long enough my brain did what it was designed to do and learn, but as one of the symptoms of mercury poisoning the mind, one is incapable of learning anything.I sit here with a tremendous opportunity to make a lot of money. Working anywhere in the oil industry your gonna rack in the dough. This company is building 16 brand new ships and its not the largest in the Gulf. Some 60 or so Oil rigs are suppose to built in the next few years. The only problem I have is that I can't learn how to efficiently do my job if this mercury doesn't come out of my brain. I have 13 rounds in, Cutler says 50 rounds people "Start" to feel themselves again. I was listening to an interview the other day with Cutler and another doctor that used the Cutler protocol because he was poisoned by his amalgams and the doctor quoted something that Cutler had told him, he told him its going to take a good 3-4 years before being at 100%....I don't have that long. I want the magic pill. I want to take one pill and everything return back to as they were pre amalgam. Unfortunately thats not how it works. I'm in this for the long hall...
I'm considering on chelating while on ship. If my brain isn't going to function correctly than there's no reason I should hold back from healing it. I only have enough DMSA for one round @ 25 mg a dose. I was up to 50 mg. I have plenty of ALA, though I'll have to make smaller doses. I have 120 mg pills and last round knocked me through a loop.
Mercury is a horrible element. It takes everything from you. It acts just like sin. its almost impossible to get rid of.(Sin is, apart from the blood of Christ.) Its always there to completely ruin your life.If anyone has been following my posts, they would realize that I haven't been talking all that much about God. My greatest passion my heart has ever experienced I feel I just can't enjoy anymore because of the way mercury has its grip on me. Someone who's brain isn't completely poisoned won't understand how it feels to have someone talking to them and the words are like Snoopy's teacher just gabbing away and the neurons aren't doing their job and putting the words together and confirming a conclusion. its a horrible feeling. I sat on the back deck and the chief mate was telling me and another gentleman about one of the mates that went home. He was complaining about having Lyme disease. Now I know that Lyme disease mirror's mercury poisoning. I know that as they chelate they get better....Maybe this cat doesn't know he's mercury poisoned. The Chief Mate was mocking the lad for such an outrageous claim. It sucks having something that your friends and your family can't have sympathy for because they simply don't believe you. I've talked to people about Mercury and I get that "look." LIke I'm a kook. a whack job. a funny duddy. one who doesn't have all his marbles. When I first came to Christ, I had someone in church prophesy over me that "Through my mouth I will heal many, It's what I had been through and it has to do with children. It says in 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 " Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort,who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God." When one has been afflicted with mercury and all its debilitating effects it has on the body and mind and is healed from those effects, they can't help but share the good news. Its the very reason the Gospel has taken root in every continent and country in the world. People are poisoned by the effects of sin. It dims there whit spiritually and holds them captive to do what ever it so desires and Jesus comes and saves them and heals them and comforts them. They have no other choice but to tell of this great and mighty thing God had done for them.
There is a victory story, One day I will sit on top of the mountain and shout of the healing waters that flows from Jesus. If that happens to be helping people cope with Mercury poisoning or being a Pastor or an elder or an evangelist. One who disciples people on how to get well through the effects of whatever is debilitating them. No matter where He leads me, I hope to do so with His passion.
In His service,
Joey Ruggiero
I'm considering on chelating while on ship. If my brain isn't going to function correctly than there's no reason I should hold back from healing it. I only have enough DMSA for one round @ 25 mg a dose. I was up to 50 mg. I have plenty of ALA, though I'll have to make smaller doses. I have 120 mg pills and last round knocked me through a loop.
Mercury is a horrible element. It takes everything from you. It acts just like sin. its almost impossible to get rid of.(Sin is, apart from the blood of Christ.) Its always there to completely ruin your life.If anyone has been following my posts, they would realize that I haven't been talking all that much about God. My greatest passion my heart has ever experienced I feel I just can't enjoy anymore because of the way mercury has its grip on me. Someone who's brain isn't completely poisoned won't understand how it feels to have someone talking to them and the words are like Snoopy's teacher just gabbing away and the neurons aren't doing their job and putting the words together and confirming a conclusion. its a horrible feeling. I sat on the back deck and the chief mate was telling me and another gentleman about one of the mates that went home. He was complaining about having Lyme disease. Now I know that Lyme disease mirror's mercury poisoning. I know that as they chelate they get better....Maybe this cat doesn't know he's mercury poisoned. The Chief Mate was mocking the lad for such an outrageous claim. It sucks having something that your friends and your family can't have sympathy for because they simply don't believe you. I've talked to people about Mercury and I get that "look." LIke I'm a kook. a whack job. a funny duddy. one who doesn't have all his marbles. When I first came to Christ, I had someone in church prophesy over me that "Through my mouth I will heal many, It's what I had been through and it has to do with children. It says in 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 " Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort,who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God." When one has been afflicted with mercury and all its debilitating effects it has on the body and mind and is healed from those effects, they can't help but share the good news. Its the very reason the Gospel has taken root in every continent and country in the world. People are poisoned by the effects of sin. It dims there whit spiritually and holds them captive to do what ever it so desires and Jesus comes and saves them and heals them and comforts them. They have no other choice but to tell of this great and mighty thing God had done for them.
There is a victory story, One day I will sit on top of the mountain and shout of the healing waters that flows from Jesus. If that happens to be helping people cope with Mercury poisoning or being a Pastor or an elder or an evangelist. One who disciples people on how to get well through the effects of whatever is debilitating them. No matter where He leads me, I hope to do so with His passion.
In His service,
Joey Ruggiero
Friday, June 15, 2012
Finished 11th round, currently on my 12th.
I never posted anything about my 11th round and being that I just took my 1st dose of my 12th round 39 minutes ago, I think now is a good a time as any ;) I would have to say my 11th round stood out for me in more ways than one. It definitely wasn't an average round. There was something different about it than any other round.(except my 1st because the DMSA hit my brain and I dreamt which I never do and had some real brain clarity while on round.) Would I call it significant ?...I don't know if I'd call it that but definitely a step in the right direction. Brain fog is still here but not as bad. It's still clouds my little world with confusion but not with down right stupidity.To those who have been severly poisoned and know what it feels like to be driving somewhere and forget where you were going or go to introduce a very good friend and forget their name. I'm still forgetful, just not as much. My first 2 days on round I experienced some pretty heavy anger. I found myself finding things to resent people for, people I love...for no apparent reason. Finding fault and harping on it. This isn't me at all so I know that its the Mercury hitting my system and causing the anger to escalate. It gives me comfort to know that others are experiencing this while on chelation. I received two emails last week of people that are going through chelation under the Cutler protocol.One from another Florida guy named kyle who also has a blog http://www.newworldantidote.com/ a really good guy , we're at the same place in our chelation. and I got an email from Laura, who also is at a similar place on rounds just hasn't added the ALA just yet but soon to do so.
I don't know which supplement were causing ill effects so I havent been taking any . Now while back on round, I'm going to keep it simple to the ones that Andy considers crucial. I'm sick of swallowing pills. By spreading them throughout the day there not as bad. I once had a guy I went to the gym with who competed in natural competions and naturally I asked him what he took for supplements and he said that he got most of his supplements from the foods that he ate. Interesting concept. I was talking to my friend the other day and I told him that I was considering on going to school for some type of degree in holistic health. Something to pray about. My roomate and I had a couple of friends over for some prayer and worship the other night. It was one of those experiences that I had with God I will never forget. There was such a purity in the air, we prayed for the first hour or so and got into some worship after that. My heart felt so clean, tears flowing. I could of stayed there till the morning. My favorite place has been the beach after dark. I went two nights ago, walked along the water just talking to God ( Mainly complaining to my Papa =? But thats ok, He's there when others aren't....He always has been. I went last night and there was a pretty bad lightning storm while I was on my way. By the time I got to the beach, it had already stopped raining, so I took off my sneakers, put my headphones in, played some worship music and just watched the lightning light up the sky as it was inching away from the beach. One of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. The ability to look at such a beautiful sight was definitely another one of those moments that drew me closer to His love.
12th round here I come...Here I am, an hour and a half away from my 2nd dose. feeling the usual pressure in the sinusus, hopefully a good thing, removing all the mercury stored in the tissues there.. Maybe someday I can breath out of both nostrils!... Also my vision is blurry, I have 20/20, so something is going on with the metals being stirred.I'm starting to get a little tired as well. Usual, but the naps are awesome while on round ! =) I wake up and feel so refreshed from the brain fog so I might go do that if I don't have a scheduled lunch with my pastor.Be blessed y'all ! Thanks for checking out my blog. Any questions, comments,critiques please dont hesitate to shoot me an email at mercurynomore@gmail.com
"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all." -2 Thessalonians 3:18
Joe
I don't know which supplement were causing ill effects so I havent been taking any . Now while back on round, I'm going to keep it simple to the ones that Andy considers crucial. I'm sick of swallowing pills. By spreading them throughout the day there not as bad. I once had a guy I went to the gym with who competed in natural competions and naturally I asked him what he took for supplements and he said that he got most of his supplements from the foods that he ate. Interesting concept. I was talking to my friend the other day and I told him that I was considering on going to school for some type of degree in holistic health. Something to pray about. My roomate and I had a couple of friends over for some prayer and worship the other night. It was one of those experiences that I had with God I will never forget. There was such a purity in the air, we prayed for the first hour or so and got into some worship after that. My heart felt so clean, tears flowing. I could of stayed there till the morning. My favorite place has been the beach after dark. I went two nights ago, walked along the water just talking to God ( Mainly complaining to my Papa =? But thats ok, He's there when others aren't....He always has been. I went last night and there was a pretty bad lightning storm while I was on my way. By the time I got to the beach, it had already stopped raining, so I took off my sneakers, put my headphones in, played some worship music and just watched the lightning light up the sky as it was inching away from the beach. One of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. The ability to look at such a beautiful sight was definitely another one of those moments that drew me closer to His love.
12th round here I come...Here I am, an hour and a half away from my 2nd dose. feeling the usual pressure in the sinusus, hopefully a good thing, removing all the mercury stored in the tissues there.. Maybe someday I can breath out of both nostrils!... Also my vision is blurry, I have 20/20, so something is going on with the metals being stirred.I'm starting to get a little tired as well. Usual, but the naps are awesome while on round ! =) I wake up and feel so refreshed from the brain fog so I might go do that if I don't have a scheduled lunch with my pastor.Be blessed y'all ! Thanks for checking out my blog. Any questions, comments,critiques please dont hesitate to shoot me an email at mercurynomore@gmail.com
"The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all." -2 Thessalonians 3:18
Joe
Thursday, May 24, 2012
8th round down, currently on my 9th.
Hey y'all Mercury poisoned people out there, hows everyone hanging in there? Me , Im aiiight ! It's been a rough week or two but I'm back up and running. If you've read my last blog, twice I attempted to do a round and sleep got the best of me. My last attempt lasted only two days. So that was one day, missed dose, took a day off, attempted again ,missed my 3 am dose....again. took a day off. began another round and did two days, missed that same 3 am round and called it all a round ! =p four non-consecutive days of Mercury being excreted from my body, never again wreaking havoc on my mind and emotions...I call it a success !
I'm currently on round 8., First day back on and I upped my doses to 60 mg of ALA and 50 mg of DMSA. The ALA I have is 60 mg and I'm sick of splitting up my doses so it iz what it izzz...
I have noticed slight improvements since chelation. My emotions aren't as out of whack as say a year ago. Last year I was a lot more insecure and cared a WHOLE lot about what people thought about me vs now. I'm able to relax a little. I read on my Yahoo mercury chelation group that depression is the first thing to go. I'm feeling that very same thing. one of my best friends just had 5 amalgams removed. He's dealing with all of the emotional problems as well as severe headaches. He's not fully convinced that Mercury is his problem but was at least willing to remove his exposure of Mercury. I tell people about how their medical problems are most definitely caused by the Mercury that are in there teeth and they look at me like I've lost my marbles....For the most part I have but as Aine who is the author of "Getting the Mercury out" says in her Youtube video, "you're not crazy, its the Mercury !..." Its nice to finally put you're finger on something instead of believing you're crazy or you're just plain stupid...There's a calmness that came over me knowing that everyday of chelation is one day closer to getting back to the real me...Though I don't really know who that real me is? Being that I've been poisoned since I was 8 years old. I can't imagine feeling 100% What is our full potential if Mercury isn't there to hinder us? Dr.Kuttar says that after chelating a child of Mercury and them being fully restored, they are able to keep that part of their brains that try to make up for the other 1/2 that was poisoned by the Mercury. Meaning that they're all extremely intelligent. I wonder what are capabilities are without Mercury hindering our memory and emotions. Our confidence being restored. I plan on taking every opportunity when that day happens. I want to be the best at my job, The best friend, the best brother, the best uncle, and Lord willing the best husband and dad anyone could ask for. I look forward to challenging my body and exercising and being fit and healthy in every area of my life.
Grace and peace, Joey <><
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I'm currently on round 8., First day back on and I upped my doses to 60 mg of ALA and 50 mg of DMSA. The ALA I have is 60 mg and I'm sick of splitting up my doses so it iz what it izzz...
I have noticed slight improvements since chelation. My emotions aren't as out of whack as say a year ago. Last year I was a lot more insecure and cared a WHOLE lot about what people thought about me vs now. I'm able to relax a little. I read on my Yahoo mercury chelation group that depression is the first thing to go. I'm feeling that very same thing. one of my best friends just had 5 amalgams removed. He's dealing with all of the emotional problems as well as severe headaches. He's not fully convinced that Mercury is his problem but was at least willing to remove his exposure of Mercury. I tell people about how their medical problems are most definitely caused by the Mercury that are in there teeth and they look at me like I've lost my marbles....For the most part I have but as Aine who is the author of "Getting the Mercury out" says in her Youtube video, "you're not crazy, its the Mercury !..." Its nice to finally put you're finger on something instead of believing you're crazy or you're just plain stupid...There's a calmness that came over me knowing that everyday of chelation is one day closer to getting back to the real me...Though I don't really know who that real me is? Being that I've been poisoned since I was 8 years old. I can't imagine feeling 100% What is our full potential if Mercury isn't there to hinder us? Dr.Kuttar says that after chelating a child of Mercury and them being fully restored, they are able to keep that part of their brains that try to make up for the other 1/2 that was poisoned by the Mercury. Meaning that they're all extremely intelligent. I wonder what are capabilities are without Mercury hindering our memory and emotions. Our confidence being restored. I plan on taking every opportunity when that day happens. I want to be the best at my job, The best friend, the best brother, the best uncle, and Lord willing the best husband and dad anyone could ask for. I look forward to challenging my body and exercising and being fit and healthy in every area of my life.
Grace and peace, Joey <><
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