Monday, May 28, 2012

10th round down.

Well I just finished my 10th round and I don't really know if this is redistribution or really bad allergies.(I'm calling it my 10th round because I'm counting my 7 day round as two rounds ;) I moved a couple girls into my apartment and I moved myself out. My place can get pretty dusty. Which I read somewhere that people with Mercury poisoning are more likely to shed more skin and dust is mainly skin follicles so it all makes sense to me. But I sneezed 1000x's last night and now woke up in a new place, which was my old place but couldn't really sleep. I do know the Mercury that hit my gut during redistribution has caused the Candida to flare up, that I don't even need to guess on. All my supplements are back at my house in a box that I can't go grab for at least another 4-5 hrs. (it's 6 a.m. in the morning.) My sinuses feel like a bomb went off in them, It's amazing I can even type a sentence together because the pressure from my sinuses and the all too familiar brain fog is back full force. On this round I upped my doses; 50 mg of DMSA and 60 mg of ALA. I'm done talking with people about Mercury poisoning. I'm sick of the look you get. I had just read on my Yahoo Frequent dose chelation group, some lady saying she'd rather have Cancer because people have sympathy because its well known with in the medical community but Mercury poisoning....not so much.(I've had Cancer, I don't want it back ! ) But I understand what she is saying. I know for the most part, people don't believe that you're Amalgams or "silver fillings" can make you sick, if it were true, why would the American Dental Association continue to use them.Since they continue to use them, that must be an indication that they're completely safe, Right???...... I believe it was Adolph Hitlers right hand man who had said ''if you tell the people a lie long enough eventually they'll believe it, and they re more likely to believe the larger lie than a smaller one." Is it really that hard to believe. Inside the Amalgam is 50% Mercury, the 2nd most toxic element in all of the world. After much debate they will admit that the toxic heavy metal does in fact leech out of the filling. It comes with a skull and crossbones on the box so its toxic going into the teeth, NOT TOXIC when in your mouth but if extracted has to be handled according to OSHA regulations as toxic again.....And you look at me as if I'm crazy???...O.K. I admit that I'm not playing with a full deck but to get into the whole discussion on how Mercury is a neuro-toxin and affects ones ability to socialize is a discussion I'd rather not have ever again. And don't get me started on the Vaccination shots with Autism. I watched a video on YouTube where the guy who I believe wrote "It's all in your head" had said that he believed all of this is an attempt to dumb down a nation. Statistically its already happened.We've already taken down our SAT scores in the past 50 to 60 years.So that students can pass. Autism is 1 in 88,We have ADD , ADHD, Bi-Polar disorder. Depression, anxiety.The medical community is making a killing$$$.... "keep moving folks, nothing to see here, its all under control."

  I've been dealing with a lot of anger while on round. I do know that Mercury causes many emotional disturbances but my anger has been the most prevalent. Fortunately I don't share it with anyone ;)  I read on an old blog the other day that this guy was dealing with anger all of the time while on round, he would blame the DMSA because at that stage in his healing he hadn't yet added the ALA. I believe it. Also I had to take a physical for a pre-employment screening and the only thing that came back on my blood work that was off was my Creatinine levels were high which indicated that I was rather dehydrated or I had a bad heart that wasn't pumping enough blood through my kidneys so its showing that my kidneys could use a good flushing. I could go either way with this one. I had a brother who passed away at 46 with a massive heart attack and I guess its in the family. But with all the Mercury running through my heart and the racing I get while on round I'm sure isn't the healthiest for it but on the other side of the coin I'm always thirsty and never can quench that thirst. I don't drink nearly as much as I should so I'm probably just dehydrated. I only pee 15x's a day, not including the 4x's I get up at night. nothing new on this round. Didn't experience that much in a positive way this round. I feel worse than when I first began. I also know this is common among the majority of us who are chelating. Ups and downs, hills and valleys My eyes are burning, I think I might attempt to try and catch some shut eye before my oh so miserable day of dealing with this redistribution again. all on the way to the road to recovery. Theyre will be a day that my memory is back. My emotions are stable, my fatigue is gone. That my chances will greatly increased of living this life with more vibrancy than if I never knew I was poisoned by Mercury. I'm better than when I first began because this round removed more Mercury and less Mercury is a healthier me.I'm thankful to God for having lead me this far. I don't fully understand why but as He audibly spoke to Pastor John ....(.last name evades me due to brain fog.) " Have I not given you a peace That far surpasses understanding ? and pastor John answers , "Yes, Lord" and the Lord responded..."Then don't try and find it through understanding....His last name was Courson ;)

  Grace and peace yall,  Joey Ruggiero <><

Thursday, May 24, 2012

8th round down, currently on my 9th.

Hey y'all Mercury poisoned people out there, hows everyone hanging in there? Me , Im aiiight  ! It's been a rough week or two but I'm back up and running. If you've read my last blog, twice I attempted to do a round and sleep got the best of me. My last attempt lasted only two days. So that was one day, missed dose, took a day off, attempted again ,missed my 3 am dose....again. took a day off. began another round and did two days, missed that same 3 am round and called it all a round ! =p four non-consecutive days of Mercury being excreted from my body, never again wreaking havoc on my mind and emotions...I call it a success !

 I'm currently on round 8., First day back on and I upped my doses to 60 mg of ALA and 50 mg of DMSA. The ALA I have is 60 mg and I'm sick of splitting up my doses so it iz what it izzz...

I have noticed slight improvements since chelation. My emotions aren't as out of whack as say a year ago. Last year I was a lot more insecure and cared a WHOLE lot about what people thought about me vs now. I'm able to relax a little. I read on my Yahoo mercury chelation group that depression is the first thing to go. I'm feeling that very same thing. one of my best friends just had 5 amalgams removed. He's dealing with all of the emotional problems as well as severe headaches. He's not fully convinced that Mercury is his problem but was at least willing to remove his exposure of Mercury. I tell people about how their medical problems are most definitely caused by the Mercury that are in there teeth and they look at me like I've lost my marbles....For the most part I have but as Aine who is the author of "Getting the Mercury out" says in her Youtube video, "you're not crazy, its the Mercury !..." Its nice to finally put you're finger on something instead of believing you're crazy or you're just plain stupid...There's a calmness that came over me knowing that everyday of chelation is one day closer to getting back to the real me...Though I don't really know who that real me is? Being that I've been poisoned since I was 8 years old. I can't imagine feeling 100% What is our full potential if Mercury isn't there to hinder us? Dr.Kuttar says that after chelating a child of Mercury and them being fully restored, they are able to keep that part of their brains that try to make up for the other 1/2 that was poisoned by the Mercury. Meaning that they're all extremely intelligent. I wonder what are capabilities are without Mercury hindering our memory and emotions. Our confidence being restored. I plan on taking every opportunity when that day happens. I want to be the best at my job, The best friend, the best brother, the best uncle, and Lord willing the best husband and dad anyone could ask for. I look forward to challenging my body and exercising and being fit and healthy in every area of my life.

 Grace and peace, Joey <><





Friday, May 18, 2012

Still working on the 7th round.

After my last round in which I attempted a seven day round, I took 7 days off and experienced some serious redistribution. Two days ago, I attempted to begin round 7 and woke up @ 6 a.m. and realized I had slept through my 3a.m. dose so I took a day off as Andy suggests.Yesterday I attempted to try round 7 and again slept through my 3 a.m. round.(iphone is acting up !) So tomorrow morning I'll give it another go. I went out and bought Pregnenolone and Artichoke extract. The Pregnenolone is good for cognitive issue's( clearer thinking, memory recall. Some report that colors becoming more vivid to them.) and the artichoke extract is good for liver support as well as other things I'm sure. I just landed a really great job and I start in two weeks and I hope I can still chelate while on ship and it not effect my job. If I can still work on getting this Mercury out of my system and get my memory back, I know I'll be much more efficient at my job. I kind of fear going out there in the event my Mercury acts up while off round. This job comes with great responsibility. It's not like I can tell my new boss I've been poisoned by my Amalgam fillings which contain 50% Mercury and I struggle with memory and emotional problems..... It's bad enough the people that are close to me think I'm crazy for believing in mercury poisoning ! =p  I was able to spot Mercury poisoning in two very close friends of mine and they are currently in the process of getting the mercury out. I'm just glad God heard my prayer as I asked him a few years ago to lead me to the cure of whatever was going on with me and He has. Healing takes time. Both in the physical as well in the heart. Take care ya'll !

Grace and peace, Joe <><

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Infant Vaccines Produce Autism Symptoms In New Primate Study By University Of Pittsburgh Scientists

Findings released Friday showed that infant monkeys given vaccines officially recommended by the CDC and the American Academy of Pediatrics (AAP) exhibited autism-like symptoms. Lead investigator Laura Hewitson of the University of Pittsburgh and colleagues presented study results at the International Meeting for Autism Research (IMFAR) in London. Safety studies of medicines are typically conducted in monkeys prior to use in humans, yet such basic research on the current childhood vaccination regimen has never before been done.

The abstracts presented at IMFAR, the world's top autism science conference, describe biological changes and altered behavior in vaccinated macaques that are similar to those observed in children with autism. Unvaccinated animals showed no such adverse outcomes. The vaccines given were those recommended for U.S. infants in the 1990s, including several with the mercury preservative thimerosal and the Measles-Mumps-Rubella vaccine. Rates of autism spectrum disorder among children born in the 1990s surged dramatically, from about 1 in 5,000 to 1 in 150 children.

"This research underscores the critical need for more investigation into immunizations, mercury, and the alterations seen in autistic children," stated Lyn Redwood, director of SafeMinds. "SafeMinds calls for large scale, unbiased studies that look at medical conditions associated with autism and the effects of vaccines given as a regimen."

The group's request for research echoes that of Dr. Bernadine Healy, Former NIH Director, in a CBS interview earlier this week. She asserted that public health officials have been too quick to dismiss an autism-vaccine connection when the research has been insufficient. The government recently conceded a federal vaccine court case which agreed that a child regressed into autism as a result of 9 vaccines given on one day.

"The full implications of this primate study await publication of the research in a scientific journal," noted Theresa Wrangham, president of SafeMinds. "But we can say that it demonstrates how the CDC evaded their responsibility to investigate vaccine safety questions. Vaccine safety oversight should be removed from the CDC and given to an independent agency."

Thursday, May 3, 2012

6th round down.

 On this round, I extended it to a 7 day round. Being that the brain fog is still a problem, I'm gonna take my buddy Sean's advice and make up a box that has all my doses in three hr increments. I could of swore I hadn't taken my dose and took one just in case so as not too cause redistribution. I had wanted to extend the round anyway but one of the pastors at my church had asked me to cover for him in teaching a class to high school kids about the dangers of S.T.I's ( sexually transmitted infection's) as well as saving sex for marriage. If I had stopped my round I know I was going to be dealing with the effects of redistribution so I kept it going. If longer rounds cause the redistribution I experienced yesterday and still feeling it today and I'm sure I'll experience some tomorrow, I'll stick to my 3 days on/3 days off. I hate this feeling. My emotions were pretty stable while on round but now I'm wanting to just shelter myself off from society. Its crazy what Mercury does to a person, it makes you a different person or hinders you from being the person you really are. In the midst of all the fog and confusion, both mentally and emotionally God is doing something awesome in my life. God had opened two opportunities in my life to speak publicly in which I have a fear of doing. This is a common problem for most people but I'm sure the mercury has something to do with it as well. I know its Him telling me not to fear, to be strong and courageous. There's no greater feeling than the God of the universe speaking to you personally and intimately,drawing you to Himself. by drawing you out from yourself. It's a scenario where a loving Father is teaching His son something that is fearful for the child to learn because its a path that child has never been on. Like riding a bike. Sure you might fall, scrape you're knee but its the love of a father that encourages you to get back up and try again. I was fearful during the first 10 minutes of the teaching but began to relax and understand, I wasn't there to cover for a friend. I was there because God  had opened a door for me to speak truth into the lives of children who mainly are lost. Many have homes where there is brokenness in those homes. Fathers aren't there anymore and they're choosing to make unwise decisions because it brings a feeling of comfort but like the most of us. We choose that comfort and behind it comes unexpected consequences. Consequences that we reflect why would we ever have made that decision in the first place.I know I've looked for many comforts and all were pleasurable for a season and that season ended and I only ended up with shame and guilt. I'm very thankful to God that He is all the comfort I'll ever need. In you alone Lord Jesus, I find life and its eternal, a joy and a peace that is inexhaustible.

Grace and peace, Joe <><